Are the rapidly enlarging and engorged bags and sacks underneath both my eyes due to aging? Or are they due to panic, intense anxiety, stress, acute paranoia, clinical depression, alcoholism and sleepless nights?
Maybe it is both reasons. Oh, what a shame.
Just lately I have been mostly feeling like a failure and a loser. I have been betrayed and used. I am sick of being a pathetic victim. I am presently carrying out an isolationist policy, that way I cannot be hurt. However, revenge will be sweet, a dish best served hot and spicy. Tether, end […]
It was fun but there was no rest, none at all. Does that make me wicked?
Yesterday was the day I went post-Easter cold turkey and boy was it rough. I still feel particularly delicate right now. Why these unpleasant feelings of tiredness, paranoia and pain? Well, I have been drinking solidly and rapidly for five […]
Number 29: Man in Bed
It is another Friday night. It is midnight and you are rather drunken and bored. You can hear all those totties outside, clomping along in their high heels, laughing, having fun and looking for a bit of sexing. The light bulb of your mind springs to life and you decide to […]
According to leading psychologists today is officially ‘Blue Monday’. This is the day when general doom and gloom is at its most acute following the festivities of Christmas.
Psychologists have chosen this particular day using a formula that takes into account the amount time since Christmas, debt, the weather - raining, low motivational levels, time since […]
This year I have mostly been thinking, “If you hate it so much then find a new one.”
What the flip is going on?
It is dark at four thirty. It is cold. It is wet. Bills are tripling in price. Shopping is expensive. People are mental. The streets are clogged. Public transport does not work. The causeway is covered in poop. I am lonely.
So come on Gordon Browny, sort it out mate. The […]
Here are five things wot I have mostly been missing today and most days:
Family
Mountains
Sleep
A Lover
Alcohol. Yeah, especially alcohol. That’s all I need me. Lovely lovely alcohol. Mmmmmm……….
Did I mention alcohol?
On the Nelson hi-fi today:
Les Savy Fav – Let’s Stay Friends
Who was that woman? She was middle aged, smartly dressed and kinda sexy in an older woman way. She was stood over the road from my flat and she was taking photos. She had a big telescopic lens camera on a tripod and was snapping away. Not just of anything, oh no. Her camera was […]